Wonder if i have hit halflife or pass my halflife. The speed of my hair whitened is as fast as P finished her ice cream. It feels really scary when the other older person still having charcoal black hair. Not only the grey hair issue, i also realised that my memory is bad too.... Hope demantia dun hit me so fast, at least i wana have good memories to stay with me.
I feel demoralised and helpless. I feel bad when i forgot abt things related to P's routines or school stuffs.