End of 2011

In another few days, it will be the start of a new year. The chapter for year 2011 is coming to an end soon. There were so many things to be thankful for, and hope 2012 will be a better one.

Time flies, P is in cc for almost 2 yr now. LV @ TLL has closed down n the kids been shifted to Alpha. She has gown so much, her uniforms are getting shorter, she has outgrowed a few shoes. She is taking fresh milk now, taking in more food. Overall, she is doing very well (according to my standard). I can have a smooth conversation with her, she will tell me abt school and friends. And most importantly, she started to arrgue with us at home, it is fun seeing her trying to use big words in her argument. After PTC, i started P with some Kumon worksheet, working on tracing, coloring and cutting skill. I tried to make it fun for her, usually it takes her abt less than 15min to finish, we will do it 2-3 times a week. So far, her health is doing well, a case of suspected HFMD, common cold and her sinus, nothing serious. Just hope that next year, she will be doing better.

Whereas for me, work is always busy. Appraisal is usually based on the number of papers and patents published, sometimes i wonder how long will i last in this industry? I so wanted to move into private sector, but i know is hard, when the person at home is nt supportive at all. Basically i can only looked for job that has normal working hour, as i will need to pick up the little one and take care of her, reason being is i m a woman. When the man has to take care of his kid, the old man will think that the wife is nt doing his job. There are times when i m home late, P is still awake n nt getting ready for bed, and i will have alot of complaints from ATM saying that my daugther is GL, notti..... It is really tiring, at times i really feel like taking a long break from everything. My new year resolution for the new year is to be healthy, look for a new job and buat bodoh with things at home, we need to share the resposibility. I will continue to paddle since i miss the competition this yr due to the bloody appendicitis, hopefully next yr, we can get a place in top 3. I wana volunteer in SCM and take part in the GE run. Most importantly, i hope i will a good mother to P.

Well for ATM, i hope he will be more responsible towards P. Basically just hope that he will be on time, so P will reach school ard 845am.