Life is short

CP dropped by the office and told me CJ was admitted to ICU last evening. Thats explains why she was late today. She looked tired and her eyes were swollen from crying when she walked in. We kept quiet and didnt utter a word. She gave us some instructions of what need to be done for the upcoming week.

After she settled down, she told me CJ was admitted in ICU for shortness of breath. Then told me that doc said he has less than 6 mth to live which means he might nt even make it to try the new chemo med. I felt sad and sorry for her. No matter how mentally well prepared u are, it will still be hard to go thru whatever she is goin thru.

CJ was my inspiration. I have learnt alot from his experience. I learnt to loosen up and smile more. I m praying for you.

Registration

The daycare has arranged for the kids to visit 3 primary schools. P went for the 2nd primary school visit yesterday. During the visit, they experienced buying food and stationaries in the tuckshop and bookshop. Seems like she is somehow mentally prepared for the next transition.

My little warrior is goin to primary school. Time flies. She came home asking which school she is going, good to know that she in enthu abt the whole thing. Whereas for me, i m worried abt the registration and transition. Will she get into the school tt is near to home and after school care. Is she ready for P1, so on and so forth......

I must say daycare really prepare them for the next phase. Homework on weekend to let them have a feel of hw. Setting up tuckshop corner for them experience with buying own food and money matters.

Perhaps i need not worry so much, like the chinese saying 船到桥头自然直.

Big 6

This year we are succumbed to temptation, celebrated P's birthday in daycare.. Ok, it was her last year in kindy, let her had some beautiful memories to keep with her.

Good health and stay happy always....

Busy March

ATM told us that he will be travelling to Perth for work. Yipee came out from my mouth, adhoc holidays...I planned of where to brinģ P since it is end of summer beginning of autumn. Then i got a phone call from my uncle saying that ah ma fell down n had hip fracture....No more holidays but bought a tix to return to Kuching. Just as i have bought tix from Mas, didnt expect it to be cheaper than Airasia. The news of MH370 gone missing reported everywhere on news, all personnel are still busy looking for the the missing plane.

This was the first time i left P in ATM's care for more than 5h. I went back for 8 days to take care of ah ma and settled home care for her. For a 90 yo to undergo surgery twice in a week is really a lot of stress. 4 units of blood were transfused. It was my first time seeing ah ma in so much pain, she cried and said she rather die as the pain was too much to bear. It really pains my heart to see her suffer. After the 2nd surgery all went well n pain is manageable and we did physio on her leg to prevent muscle shrinkage. Since ah ma is bed bound and is on diapers. It was my first time changing diapers and clearin poo poo for adult. Then came the constipation issue and ah ma was readmit again. It was decided to sent ah ma to nursing home so professional can take care of her till she recover. Called ah ma last nite, she said she is getting better and is eating.

Yesterday ATM left for Perth, his first trip without us too. And P had fever at 40C, tt as the highest i hav ever recorded. I was worried but good thing is that she is active.

Dangerous

We drove pass Frontier primary school this morning and parents were sending the kids off to school. Finally i have the chance to show P the scene. She asked if ZH jue jie goes to this school. Yes she is, and ZL didi will be too next year. I hope P can also get in next year. With that P said no... it is scary. Of cos i asked why. She asked if there is a playground in the skool, and is the playground outside the school. She told is dangerous, cars will hit the kids if the playground is outside the school. I wonder why she thinks that way. Well at least safety is her priority.

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Felt a bit depress upon hearing the news on the missing MAS plane. I tot accident normally happens during take off and landing and seldom in the air. Cant recall when was the last time i took MAS. I have bought tix to Kuching with MAS last night. I m scared, will i be back to my family in 1 piece? It will mark my very first trip without P. ATM too will be flying to WA for biz trip without us.... I m paranoid now.

Nothing that we can do except praying for the staffs and passangers on that flight.

汉语拼音

Feel like the tiger mom in me is trying to force itself out le.... Damn it, I have succumbbed to sign P up for 汉语拼音 class in childcare. Seems like the 老师 is full of fun and she seems to enjoy the class. How much has gone into that i m not sure.